He told me I'd be ok, I told him to stick around. I took another toke of nicotine and watched the world crash down..

So there's been one question spinning round my head for a while now...



















Are lollipop people for real?

I wanna feel a car crash.

I wanna feel a capsize.

I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop.

Til I'm satisfied.

I wanna feel a car crash.

Cause I'm dying on the inside.

I wanna let go and know.
That I'll be alright.

William Beckett knows.

It's a drunken midnight on the streets
Brightly dusted with a neon light
We duck behind the corner store
Smoke your smokes while I keep a watchful eye.

Right here, right now..

I hope before the night is through
One fumbled touch will finally hit the spot
You've got everything going for you
So I'll go for you with everything I've got.

Right here, the best days of our lives
Is this coincidence or a sign?

Call me a pessimist.

1. Cheese does not give you nightmares.

2. Lifehouse are the best band to fall asleep to. Listen to them and you will have pretty children.

3. I am still to finish watching The Last House On The Left. I have now attempted to watch it twice and have failed miserably. Third time lucky eh? 

4. E V E R Y O N E  is human. You think that some people in life have everything cracked and they seem to be flawless. They're not. They shit themselves about stuff too.

5. Things always feel a bit shit before they get better. I get this a lot. Sometimes the good takes its bloody time to come around but it does and will eventually. Sometimes one thing never does get resolved but something better or equally as brilliant will end up taking it's place.

6. I'm definitely a little bit psychic. Random things I can't remember have happened and it's freaked the shit out of me but I do remember dreaming the Queen's mother died and the next day she did. I also have this re-occuring dream that one day I will be famous... ;)

7. Fate and karma are possibly just 'big fat coincidences' and don't exist? It's just something I've been thinking. I'm a believer in fate and karma. I think. I'm just becoming a bit more open to thinking they could also be pure coincidence.

& 8. People chat absolute bollocks. You just have to decide whether you're gonna go along with it for the ride. I think everyone is a little bit in denial when it comes to falling for someone. You know in the end they'll probably fuck you over but it's nice sometimes to pretend it's all dandy for the sake of not worrying and being a lonely turd. HA! Or is that just me? Call me a pessimist but half the things people say or have ever said cannot be heart felt or ever truly meaningful. If they were, they would be with you now and wouldn't have ever let you even think about escaping their life in the first place.

La la la library!

Oh how you make me feel like I'm always being watched and always being loud.
I just want your internets. Mine broke. :(

Tonight

I refuse to go to bed til I've watched Uptown Girls for the millionth time.. Love this film.